Let's talk about the name first.Fist 20 year in my life, I'm totally trouble maker. My friend or my family all ways take care of it. But this year, I gonna have a son.So I cannot be it anymore.He gonna be the maker, i gonna be the fixer.I need working hard, let him had the thing i don't have in the boy time. Like video game, friend, girl friend. Or other thing make me feel the world is perfect. I don't know what happened. I have dream her recently. I don't remember the detail. But seem we back together somehow. And i feel good in the morning. I don't know. Maybe she is rely my true love. Even a dream can make me happy.Maybe it just my feeling about that relationship, not the special people. Maybe she is. I don't know. OK the girl time pass. I need looking forward. I need working hard for my big trouble, no one except me can fix. my son. I need working hard.For him, for my future.
1. go gym everyday no excuse.
2.no alcohol and smoke in a.m. no coffee in p.m. no excuse
3. working hard no matter job or game you need that confidence can made everything the confidence and charming one
4.keep write the blogger everyday.
I love my son,my family.And i miss her.
